You're just jealous cuz we're young and in love

D-rama

scrtach that. college is amazing. i had 4 classes today, i went to my first one and then after that all three of them were cancelled. and not to mention that it is sunny and 53 degrees outside. i think that today is the best monday of my life :)

Why didnt anyone tell me that college would mean so much work...sheesh. i'm dying here. i dont think that i am really going to leave me room for days...that much work ay ay ay.

wellll....since cait updated she is making me update too. sheesh who's the nazi now :P

well let's see.... i'm boring haha.

spring break was alright. missed college alot. did some boring things in the high school. its weird, someday i am going to be teaching there, is that really what i want to do? we'll see i guess!

cait and jenns birthdays are coming up, IB WHAT! haha. that should be fun. i wish i wasnt a youngin though...oh well..

i feel like i have ADD writing this entry. nothing to special, just skipping around

umm......suite next year, sensing some drama. oh well!

yah that's it. there you go cait. hehe <3

cait...you light up my life (sung of course)
and jenn...oooh you touched my tra-la-la

I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer.
I am a geek.
I am a shopaholic.
I am reasonably intelligent.
I am attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I drink regularly.
I get drunk easily.
I do "drug(s)".
I will never date a bad kisser...i'll make them good. practice makes perfect!
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I am religious.
I am not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I am impulsive.
I am hardworking.
I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
She's All That is one of my favorite movies.
I am good at History.
I speak more than two languages.hopefully...afterall i am a spanish major
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills.
I rely on my parents for money. [some]
I can cook.
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidiness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
I am fashion-conscious.
I have good taste.
People tell me I have good taste.
I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I am good at sports.
I am good at certain sports.
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I am creative.
I am extremely artistically inclined.
I want to be an artist when I grow up.
I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset.
I cannot adapt to change.
I am interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s.
I have done underage drinking.
I have gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing.
I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal.
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys.
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.I know
I'll get married.
who I will marry.
Someone has a crush on me.
I am interesting.
I am a good liar. when i dont make it obvious
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I am a born leader.
I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I've never snuck out of the house.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish
I watch Sex And The City.
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I want to be J Lo.
I cut myself.
I have cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport.
I am photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art. [it can be]
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favorite color is pink.
My favorite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo.
I am musically inclined. [inclined yes, good at it...well that's different]
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops.
I know what monogamy is
... and I believe in it.
I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling[s].
My siblings annoy me.
I think South Park is funny.
I prefer Google
I can sit Indian Style
I own a cat
I plan on owning more.
I read a lot.
I've cheated on a test.
I've let someone cheat off of me on a test

Have you ever...
been drunk.
smoked pot.
kissed someone.
rode in a taxi.
been dumped.
been fired.
been in a fist fight.
broken a bone
got hit by a car.
snuck out of your parent's house.
been arrested.
gone in a mosh pit.
stolen something from your school.
celebrated new years in times square.
went on a blind date.
lied to a friend.
had a crush on a teacher.
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
been to europe.
skipped school.
thrown up from drinking.
lost your sibling.
played 'clue'
had a sleepover party. shannnnon! it's on
went ice skating.
cheated on a bf/gf.
been cheated on.
had your tonsils out.
had a car
totalled a car

DO YOU ...
feel loved.
feel lonely.
feel happy.
hate yourself.
think you're attractive.[somedays]
have a dog.
have your own room.
listen to Hawaiian Music
listen to underground hip hop
listen to rap.
listen to rock.
listen to country.
listen to reggae.
listen to techno.
have hobbies
have more than 1 best friend.
get good grades
play an instrument.
have slippers
wear boxers
wear black eyeliner.
like the color blue.
like the color pink.
like to read.
like to write.
have long hair
have short hair.
have a cell phone.
have a laptop.
have a pager

ARE YOU ...
ugly.
pretty.
okay.
Handsome.
bored.
happy.
bilingual.
Hawaiian.
Samoan.
Filipino.
Korean.
British.
white.
black.
mexican.
asian.
short.
tall.
realistic.
sick.
mad.
lazy.
single
taken.
looking.
not looking.
talking to someone.
IMing someone.
scared to die
tired.
sleepy
annoyed.
hungry.
thirsty.
on the phone.
in your room.
drinking something.
eating something.
in your pjs.
ticklish.
listening to music.

college rocks man

Brian left today... *tear*

tonight was a blast. i went over to rachels for a going away party. i got there and played cards with rach and and jim. then other people showed up. aww steph made ups cupcakes that had our colleges written on them in our college colors at that! then me jim and anth went upstairs to play foosball. haha somehow we broke the foosball guy! i dont even know how, clean break of the screw. so we decided to play this game where you had to throw a football into a hole and whoever was last one to make it had to take the blame for breaking it. somehow i made it first and made a bunch that i threw. who knew! then we ordered some pizza and wings which was yummy haha. hmm...ooh played trivial pursuit 90's! guys vs girls. but...sadly the girls were defeated. then we all went out into the pool, but it was cold so we all packed into the hot tub. but everyone got out and it was just me hil and anth in there. we chatted it was nice. then we got out and went inside and chatted before everyone else came in. i miss those guys. and i am going to miss anthony so much. hes been my best friend for 5 years now. hes always been there for me. i just hope we find time for eachother in college. haha we're like LC and stephen! minus the sexual tension part. i am gunna miss everyone so much. tonight was awesome. i heart them all so much. well most at least haha.

seriously though this summer has been the best summer ever. i couldnt imagine a better one. i get to see all my friends everyday. its amazing. i cant believe it is actually coming to an end.

i am pretty lucky for the friends i have. i made a lot of really good friends, and am lucky to have a couple best friends. and an amazing boyfriend. who could ask for more?

man i feel a cry fest coming on. haha.





p.s. i love you

Man....i love my friends. the sexy six spent the night last night (nickie jerred brian zach and jamie) ot was quite fun. except my cats were clawing all of us and attacking eachother. :( but overall. i wonderful night for a cuddle fest! :D


brian is leaving in 9 days! this is so saaaaaaaad. i am going to bawl forever for he's gone. i wish i wouldve just gone to oswego. i wouldnt have had to pay all these college loans, i wouldve gotten a new car, i wouldve gone to school with brian. but oh well. i will love geneseo. :/ but i dont want to leave brian :(

haha. so this is for my dedicated fans that keep checking even though they know i never update...

so what have i been up to....OH! yesterday me nickie jim and anthony went to the beach. it was nice to have the old four of us again. its weird we are just now doing it before college. a lot of things are going to change and i dont think i am ready for it. i'm really sad that i have to leave brian. things are great and i am rediculously happy, and now i have to move two hours away. but i'm excited too. i am need change. i am sick of this high school drama all the time and i am ready to move on. but part of me wih def. miss walking the halls of good 'ol GRB. but i'm off to geneseo in only 16 days! i didnt realize it was so soon until i typed it. this summer has been the best summer ever...and it is flown by far too fast. i'm scared that in college the people that mean the most to me will grow apart. i dont want to lose my best friends. but it will work as long as we both try.

haha that's enough for now. maybe if yer lucky i will do some more later.

and by the way...i love you.

i already know that noone is going to read this, but i thought maybe you would. so i just thought i would say that i love you to pieces. <3 thanks for being amazing and making me the luckiest girl alive.

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